01-30-2014, 02:44 AM
I was on a local bootcamp and after the first day of theory we went to town at night to practice. I was very nerveus and I swear that I was ready to run for my life when the coach pointed at a girl and asked me to go talking to her. I had 10 excuses ready but luckily he didnt listen. He just said "GO - NOW! I count to ten. If you arent out of my sight within ten seconds Im gonna hit you!!! I couldnt breathe, my heart beat was over 5000 bpm, my legs wanted to go away. But when he started to count I did it. I went over and said Hi and som other silly stuff I dont remember. She noticed that I was nerveus and she smiled. She wasnt mean and I think she wanted to talk but I was totally out of my mind so after 2 minutes I told her I had to go back to my friends and I left. \n\nThe main thing here was that I DID IT !!! She didnt kill me!! After 5 minutes I realized that this actually was a HUGE victory for me. I did something I never did before. This was a turning point for me and the next approaches that night were much easier.
Game on!!!!
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Game on!!!!
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